November 24, 2009

a glimpse into Kelly's mind...

There are SO many thoughts swirling around in my head right now.
  • I don't want to go to work. I want to see the world. Quizno's is not the world.
  • My life feels like out of control slow motion.
  • I hate not having a functional computer.
  • I hate the idea of being an awkward post-grad looking for my place in the world. This really should be an exciting time...but mostly its just scary and confusing.
  • I've realized that my need to be wanted goes deeper than I thought. Letting God fill that void is an ongoing struggle. I don't want to dwell on the negative. But the negative is what lingers. The negative is the reality of the situation.
  • Thanksgiving is in two days. I'm so excited to see my cousins. I need to work on a list of things/people I'm thankful for.
  • I do not want to make sandwiches for the rest of my life...but I'm thankful for my job.

Sadly, I have more thoughts...but Quizno's calls.

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